Enjoy you life, Lutfi!
This is just life, sadness or happiness will always come and go. Be grateful about what you already have, be patient and enjoy it.
Enjoy My Life
I do want to enjoy my life, feel the sweet in every conflict of myself or with other person. I want to angry when I am angry about something, Cry when I feel sadness. Say what I want to reveal, not hold out in my heart. So I will not feel crowded in my bosom and not be burden in my mind.
One thing that I regret it in the last time is I couldn’t be myself, I was curbed by a situation. Situation that makes me keep silence without words. Situation where I couldn’t dig every talent that I have, dig more deep that I could do for myself. I regret every fault that I did and I was afraid it will happen again. So now I am like this, feel afraid to do mistakes. I know so long become loser.
If so I will dishonest in the same race circuit, think about my past time and regret it. If continuous until now then today will be regrettable in the future. I have to change my self-more better.
Remember Happiness in Tears
How the story started? After I was born or it was wrote by god before I born. How knew I came from simple enough family or sufficiency family. Actually I never deficiency although sometimes what I wanted didn’t came true. But in the long run I could catch it.
I remember, when I was child that always cheerful although I often cried because at loggerheads with my friends or take away by force toys. Never mind for me and I directly forgot something miserable. I don’t know why the cheerfulness more and more dwindling while my age increasingly. “What do I become like this?” until passed through in my mind to understand meaning of the all.
I am different from me in the past life, I was cheerful, I was brave in fact I was corner boy. There was nothing makes me shamed to do what I wanted and I was fine.
But now turn away I am a man of straw, melancholic perfectly and the worst is I afraid to face the world. I become pessimistic, easy to hopeless at something. I am not sure with my capability.
I always lonely although the world shining. Without backing from anyone although by right people around me cares about my existence. I always worry what will happen tomorrow and uncomfortable with change, although I know everything must be change and will never same. And forget that today may be the last chance, so life for today!
My feeling is too weak, I easy to feel touched or sympathy with situation. Who knows how I have that characteristic. I can’t take revenge someone although I afford and have chance. “Is it indicating that I am weak, isn’t it?” I would never hold peace if someone do unfair to me. “Now what?” I just mourn in the silent and let it pass away. But is not for my heart, it makes crowded in my bosom to remember it. I buried in the digression and sink below a surface in feeling that I create myself.
“How I have to come up and start from the beginning?” I need support. I always think “I need a person that I love beside and support me”.
It is enough, because now I will think “people who love me always here and support me”.
My life is ruined because of a breakup, Really?
Breakup? It is a cliche, almost everyone has experienced it.
But how to treat the pain of a breakup? Here's the antidote:
- Not just you who feel the pain of a breakup, but the people
who dump you too felt it. So if you've finished making your spouse dump, you
should learn to respect his decision. Broadly speaking there are two
possibilities (knowledgeably really does). First, he or she has no love or just fool
around alone. Secondly, he or she probably could not tolerate our attitude that makes
him decide to split up.
The first reason that we throw away the negative thoughts. Just think a second reason may be better. rather put it this way, rather than waste time late in the dumps, better introspection. - Unrequited love, in this case try to ask yourself. How many times he or she rejected you and how long have you been waiting?. Better forget him or her, because for the next little chance he or she will say "yes" if he or she has been told "no".Look in the mirror you're too busy thinking about that person you love so forget to love yourself.
- For people who are hurt by their loved ones, say to yourself "I did not lose the person I love, but he or she who loses a loved one" or "he or she has not too valuable for fighting". Imagine, we've done anything for our loved ones and show how valuable he or she is for us. But what we get? Hurt, we looked like a beggar of love in his eyes. For me personally it's not worth
Introspection and sure one day you will be a special person
who is present in a person's life and transform itself to be better and do not
dissolve with the story of the past. A dark in our history is just an example so that we do
not fall in the same hole, not to be remembered as a barrier to our future.
Agree!
Remember! there will be a day where we met with our loved
ones and he loves us sincerely. Keep the spirit!
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