Everyone has a good quality

Everyone has a good quality, so don't be a proud man or demeaning others. Because when you fall down, nobody there for you except God sent someone to have pity on you.

Enjoy your life, lutfi!

Enjoy you life, Lutfi!

This is just life, sadness or happiness will always come and go. Be grateful about what you already have, be patient and enjoy it. 

Enjoy My Life

I do want to enjoy my life, feel the sweet in every conflict of myself or with other person. I want to angry when I am angry about something, Cry when I feel sadness. Say what I want to reveal, not hold out in my heart. So I will not feel crowded in my bosom and not be burden in my mind.

One thing that I regret it in the last time is I couldn’t be myself, I was curbed by a situation. Situation that makes me keep silence without words. Situation where I couldn’t dig every talent that I have, dig more deep that I could do for myself. I regret every fault that I did and I was afraid it will happen again. So now I am like this, feel afraid to do mistakes. I know so long become loser.

If so I will dishonest in the same race circuit, think about my past time and regret it. If continuous until now then today will be regrettable in the future. I have to change my self-more better.

Remember Happiness in Tears

How the story started? After I was born or it was wrote by god before I born. How knew I came from simple enough family or sufficiency family. Actually I never deficiency although sometimes what I wanted didn’t came true. But in the long run I could catch it.

I remember, when I was child that always cheerful although I often cried because at loggerheads with my friends or take away by force toys. Never mind for me and I directly forgot something miserable. I don’t know why the cheerfulness more and more dwindling while my age increasingly. “What do I become like this?” until passed through in my mind to understand meaning of the all.

I am different from me in the past life, I was cheerful, I was brave in fact I was corner boy. There was nothing makes me shamed to do what I wanted and I was fine.

But now turn away I am a man of straw, melancholic perfectly and the worst is I afraid to face the world. I become pessimistic, easy to hopeless at something. I am not sure with my capability.

I always lonely although the world shining. Without backing from anyone although by right people around me cares about my existence. I always worry what will happen tomorrow and uncomfortable with change, although I know everything must be change and will never same. And forget that today may be the last chance, so life for today!

My feeling is too weak, I easy to feel touched or sympathy with situation. Who knows how I have that characteristic. I can’t take revenge someone although I afford and have chance. “Is it indicating that I am weak, isn’t it?” I would never hold peace if someone do unfair to me. “Now what?” I just mourn in the silent and let it pass away. But is not for my heart, it makes crowded in my bosom to remember it.  I buried in the digression and sink below a surface in feeling that I create myself.

“How I have to come up and start from the beginning?” I need support. I always think “I need a person that I love beside and support me”.

It is enough, because now I will think “people who love me always here and support me”.

My life is ruined because of a breakup, Really?

Breakup? It is a cliche, almost everyone has experienced it. But how to treat the pain of a breakup? Here's the antidote:

1. Not just you who feel the pain of a breakup, but the people who dump you too felt it. So if you've finished making your spouse dump, you should learn to respect his decision. Broadly speaking there are two possibilities (knowledgeably really does). First, he or she has no love or just fool around alone. Secondly, he or she probably could not tolerate our attitude that makes him decide to split up.
   
   The first reason that we throw away the negative thoughts. Just think a second reason may be better. rather put it this way, rather than waste time late in the dumps, better introspection.


2. Unrequited love, in this case try to ask yourself. How many times he or she rejected you and how long have you been waiting?. Better forget him or her, because for the next little chance he or she will say "yes" if he or she has been told "no".Look in the mirror you're too busy thinking about that person you love so forget to love yourself.


3. For people who are hurt by their loved ones, say to yourself "I did not lose the person I love, but he or she who loses a loved one" or "he or she has not too valuable for fighting". Imagine, we've done anything for our loved ones and show how valuable he or she is for us. But what we get? Hurt, we looked like a beggar of love in his eyes. For me personally it's not worth

Introspection and sure one day you will be a special person who is present in a person's life and transform itself to be better and do not dissolve with the story of the past. A dark in our history is just an example so that we do not fall in the same hole, not to be remembered as a barrier to our future. Agree!

Remember! there will be a day where we met with our loved ones and he loves us sincerely. Keep the spirit!

Inspire! Shrek The Third 2

Ridicule people often make us feel inferior and extremely disturbing thoughts. Until we give up to be yourself, I hope this story makes you get up and full of confidence.

The article entitled Inspire! Shrek The Third you already know that the castle was attacked by a prince Charming. after charming successfully broke down the door, he found friends fiona (Pinocchio, Cookies, three pigs and the wolf) was sitting drinking tea. 

Charming asks where Shrek, but they didn't answer. Cookies threatened by captain hook, Cookies became incoherent because saw herself in the past. Charming also asked Pinocchio, Pinocchio that if he lies can make his nose become long can argued. But looking situation around and conversation between Charming and Pinocchio not also finished, making one of the three pigs can not stand. Finally came out of his mouth that shrek is being picked prince Arthur, Charming was sending captain hook to kill prince Arthur.

Arthur on board very curious what it's like to be a king, Shrek said his lordship's fun and whatever you wish will be fulfilled. But Donkey and Push too far tells it and Arthur became fear and panic. Arthur took over the helm of the ship and turn it back to the academy, Shrek and Arthur scramble steering the ship. Eventually the ship hit a reef and destroyed.

They get lost on an island where they met with Merlin (Arthur's magic Teachers who have retired). In the evening Shrek persuade Arthur that was not able to be king because he felt he was a loser. Arthur said: "I know you want me to be king but I can't, even My own father abandoned me when he had the chance".

Shrek says "It's hard to believe that I'm good-looking and attractive, but people used to think that I was a monster, and for a long time I believe what they say. But after so long, you learn to ignore all calls to disparage you and believe in yourself ".

Meanwhile Princess Fiona and the other passing through the halls to looking for a way out. Once out of the halls of, Fiona try to find out what is Charming do. But Rapunzel betrays them, finally Fiona and the others were arrested.

The next day Shrek and his friends were attacked by Captain Hook, but Hook failed to catch Shrek. Hook said: "Prince Charming will kill you in the theater". Shrek must immediately return to the "Far Far Away", for fear of Fiona. Arthur was persuaded Merlin to use magic to return them. Shrek was arrive in the "Far Far Away" with his friends. However because of a little mistake, Donkey and Push confused soul.

Shrek and his friends to the palace and sneak in the locker room Charming. Charming sly secretly pressed the alarm bell, they were arrested. Charming drew his sword on the neck Arthur because he knew that Arthur would be the heir to the throne "Far Far Away". Shrek argued that prince Arthur  only a shield for him. Arthur was very disappointed then out of the room while Shrek and Donkey and Puss arrested.

Donkey and Puss in prison in the same place with Fiona, while Shrek tied under the theater stage. Fiona is shocked because Donkey and Puss confused soul knows that Shrek will be killed in the theater Charming. The Queen who was offense because spelled "Old Woman" by Snow White break down the prison walls. Fiona and her friends plan to absolve Shrek.

Princess Fiona and others attacked the palace, while Donkey and Push liberate other friends. When they are drawing up plans, Pig look at Prince Arthur watching them. Arthur said that he was disappointed in Shrek, but Donkey said what is done by Shrek to rescue Arthur.

Theater began, until at the Shrek emerged from under the stage. Charming performances was mocked by shrek, the ridicule make viewers make fun of Charming. Charming was angry and when he would be killing Shrek, Prince Charming's sword sprayed by a dragon (Wife Donkey). Shrek's friends surrounded Charming.

But Shrek and friends outnumbered, Charming control everything. That's when Arthur came and stop the tension between them. He said, "Who thinks to solve the problem with this? Anything you want to be a villain in your life? Ever you want to look forward to something else?". One of them replied "It's easy to say, but honestly it's difficult if the world against you".

Arthur also make a point that just because there is someone who treats us like criminals or loser, does not mean you like that. What matters is what you think about yourself.

Charming tried to kill Arthur but were prevented by Shrek who then pretended to be dead. Shrek lifting Charming and dropping. Dragon with its tail pushing tower and Charming was struck down the tower. At the end of the story of Shrek and Fiona live in the swamp and they had three children twins.

Should be yourself! We're too busy listening to what others have to say until we forget to be yourself. Even we forget what our goal. Hopefully the readers can take a lesson from this story :-)

Film details:

Actor: Mike Myers, Eddie Murphey, Justin Timberlake, Cameron Diaz
DVD Release Date: November 13, 2007
Genre: Animation, Comedy, Action
Studio: Dreamworks Animated
Duration: 93 minutes

Inspire! Shrek The Third

Shrek The Third (Full Screen Edition) movie taught me to be myself and whatever people say about us it does not mean we like that. Want to become what it is we who determine our future. Not because of what people say become an impediment our progress.

Shrek The Third is the third series of this movie, for me the movie was very funny and full of comedy, try it you watch! Many lessons that we can take from this movie,  I will tell you the plot or synopsis of the movie.

The film begins when charming was playing  theater in a bar, but the show has always been the laughing stock of people and always scorned. Charming was angry and out of the stage while charming vowed that one day he will be king "Far Far Away".

Horald king fell ill and then Shrek and Fiona replace tasks king for a while. But Shrek was not hold as many events that do actually harm others. Fiona asks to be patient because this is only temporary.

But fate would, King Horald that the movie Shrek 2 cursed to become a frog prince Charming mother dying suddenly. Then gather the family to give Shrek a testament that the king is law Horald will be heir to the throne "Far Far Away".

Shrek rejected because it was not able to become king in "Far Far Away". Shrek asks "Is there no other heir?". Horald king also said that Fiona had a cousin and also an heir to the kingdom, he was a prince Arhtur (Artie). So the king died and sadness accompany funerals.


Shrek with Donkey and Push in boots set off looking for prince Arthur. In the dock they said goodbye to their families. Were off the ship, before the ship was too far away to mengatakn Fiona decided that she was pregnant. With a happy tone ostensibly because Shrek was not ready to be father, Shrek was screaming that she was very happy to hear it.

Shrek dream of having many children, he awoke to feel disturbed by the dream. Shrek fret and think how will he have children, but Donkey and Push in boots tried to calm that would not be a bad father. Finally they arrived at the academy Worcestershire.

On the other hand went to the Poison Apple Charming where the evil characters congregate, original arrival Charming are not acceptable. Charming yet managed to provoke them to achieve greatness that should be their right.

At that time Fiona had gathered with friends and family is the Queen, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Rapunzel, Snow White and other cartoon characters. Charming prince suddenly attacked the palace with her friends.
Friends Fiona (Pinocchio, Cookies, three pigs and the Wolf) closed the entrance, Fiona opened the secret door and asked other women into a secret passage. Prince Charming broke the door and found Fiona friends sitting around drinking tea.

How the continuation of the story of Shrek The Third? I will tell you in Inspire! Shrek The Third 2 Or you watch the movie yourself. For you fans of the animated film definitely will not regret it when you watch.

Film details:

Actor: Mike Myers, Eddie Murphey, Justin Timberlake, Cameron Diaz
DVD Release Date: November 13, 2007
Genre: Animation, Comedy, Action
Studio: Dreamworks Animated
Run Time: 93 minutes

Positive revenge, Is it There?

Positive revenge, Is it there? The world is not always on our side, there was a time when we have to face the unpleasant situation. like being insulted, berated, deemed incompetent to do a job or anything else that makes us hurt and insecure.

What do you do if you insulted? lamenting the fate will destroy themselves, complain or reply to what they are doing obviously takes time and self-defeating. But I'm very satisfied if unrequited revenge! (Choice of one).

Reply in the same way is not the only option, it is called negative revenge. There is one way in which this is called positive revenge, what I just heard?
On the negative revenge when we are insulted or insulting retorts we hit back when hit. Perhaps even worse if we are not prepared mentally so we felt like the most despicable people in this world, and low self-esteem.

While we respond positively to revenge all insults or verbal abuse by making it as an insult to the spirit of self-improvement and shows that we do not deserve being insulted. Positive revenge makes us not reply to insults with a punch, but to make us ashamed of insulting people for insulting the wrong person.

Therefore, if anyone insults, made as a whip to achieve success. Let the insults ringing in our ears so that we do not stop working hard to achieve success.

We can not control other people but we can control ourselves. So we are the ones who determine how to respond to the insult.

That's what I get from a book entitled "Positive Revenge" series lightweight motivation works by Isa Alamsyah and Asma Nadia. This book is dedicated to "Teater Kawula Muda" and "Sanggar Ananda".

I got this book when I was studying at the "Sanggar Ananda", contains motivational and inspirational story of famous personalities. Hopefully what I learned from the book useful for readers of my blog. Thank you

I was deceived, under the pretext of Fraud Job Interview!

About three or four days ago that I could e-mail from a site in the form of information about the job seekers alert "fraud alert" under the guise of job seekers interview calls. I so remember these events once experienced, can call the work of a company in Jakarta, precisely in the area of ​​Manggarai. I forget the name of his company since long kejadianya really, but I end up fee to be able to work in the company.

I apply for a job as Admin on a company site to advertise job seekers (not sites that send me e-mail). The next day I can call interview from the company (I can sms afternoon that it reminds interview to come tomorrow). Short stories which have been determined on the day I woke up late and I could not come up interview, but strangely they still want to invite my interview.

The next day I came in the company, only that I began to doubt and feel weird. The problem is the name of the company that I've applied at different sites with the name of the company that I visited (but the same interviewer name). Hold time that I and other job seekers told to immediately go, I wonder who in one interview room (so rich crowded market, here and there, interview the interview).

I've felt something was wrong, I interviewed there. The interviewer learned my CV and explain my jobdesk  (I was only given the opportunity to answer "yes" and "yes" every question from the interviewer, without being given the opportunity to think). But I tried to calm down and think.

The interview was very short and fast, came at the end. I immediately got a job in the company, but I have to follow the procedure again. I had to follow my training a few days and had to pay a training fee of Rp. 500,000 on the pretext I could certificates, signatures and contracts directly in the work place in accordance domicile.

Finally the following dialogue:

Me: "I do not take money for it"
Interviewer: "Can DP first, half"
Me: "I'm Just take the cost of round-trip alone!"
Interviewer: "if 50 thousand?"
Me: "real, I Just take the cost of round-trip"
Interviewer: "Fine, 20 thousand?"

Rich people selling bargaining, finally reached the last offer. I give money to Rp 10,000 (in my heart "so be it, it was counted as charity, it was counted as charity". Upon giving my money directly welcome home and I was given an invitation letter regarding training and the lack of money payments. Following day I got a call (I do not lift) and sms that the content is congratulated in the company and I accepted the invitation and their lack of training are you required to pay (I got sms for three days in a row but I am not oblivious).

That was my experience when looking for a job, hopefully the reader can take a lesson from what I've experienced and more cautious in looking for work. And if you get an interview call, you should ask the lag time of the day, my goal one day pause is used to find out the company that invited you interview. I will write tips on how to avoid these scams (at least minimize).

Oh yes, thank you to the team www.jobstreet.com who have sent me e-mails regarding "fraud alert" under the guise of an interview invitation for job seekers. So I could write this article, may be useful!

My heart says, I'm dying!

It's my moment broke my heart to know that I love this feeling as long as there is no meaning for you. Every time wherever I am, I always remember you. And I do not think that I was never there in your mind. My moment and wish you were falling, I want you to be a lean, strengthened me, hold me, make me get up.

basically you're just a shadow in every stride. Every breath with all my love with your name, who you know is just an ordinary breeze. I always chestnut when I'm with you I'm definitely happy, is ultimately just adds to injury but never seem to be a deterrent. In my imagination you're the sun that gives warmth in my soul, in fact such a distinguished evening cloudy, cold, lonely and empty smothering.

Do you know what is my mind? miserable without you I live without goals and I could not stand on my own feet, while you can run even run fast. Do not you think that is not fair to me, so why the situation is like this. If you feel what I feel, you may not do this to me. You know for sure that my heart is for you, but why do you loved to hurt me.

You're proud of in front of your friends and say "He has a crush on me, and like to look at me". You're making me low in front of them, do you even are?

Actually, what do you expect to account for it? In each of my eyes you know I miss you, but you do not know that I cried when I could not see even a day. How could you have the heart to me, if you do not like tell me. Do not treat me like this.

I'm stupid because all this time waiting for your love, I've been crying for people who are not worth crying, I love people who make me despicable, I forgot myself for always miss you. I just realized that you're not too precious to be fought.

Writing on the past is a scratch on the love story that I want to capture the reflection and learning. Hopefully my hope is that reading this could take a lesson from that I've had and not to any loving person. Good work!

Stress! I went to the train station

Many things can make us stress, such as boredom with everyday activities, the stress of work, family problems, love and so forth. So sometimes we can not control yourself, irritable and easily angered. If the stress I experience no longer be in control, I chose to go to the train station.

Do not get me wrong, I went to the train station not to commit suicide but to buy tickets to Jakarta Kota. It aims to cut the cycle of day-to-day activities that dull or often called refreshing. Hahaha ...
that time I was not planning to go to the train station, it occurred when I was in public transport.

Finally, I've been in the train, when it was quiet passenger, I ride comuter line:

Carriage was deserted

Just enjoy the scenery on the way to make a fresh mind.

Jakarta City

I could see the city sights, this is fun

Buildings in Jakarta

See Monas of the train, as if I were traveling around the jakarta

Monas

as if I could  see the Clinical Laboratory Building  from above

Clinical Laboratory Building

It feels less pleasant walks alone, finally I get off at the Jayakarta and stopped at the boarding friend.

Later that night we went to the Jakarta Old Town (People call Kota Tua), enjoy the night view at the old city (Kota Tua)

I'm in the old town (Kota Tua)

Atmosphere of Kota Tua in the night

I am also in the old town (Kota Tua, Jakarta)

Museum at the old town (Kota Tua)

Apparently a lot of wonderful things that I can see, I feel more alive. With open minds see the environment around me inspired to keep the spirit through the day, becoming more grateful and ready to indulge again.

Happiness or sadness?

When this was written, I just give comments Efi (college friend) on facebook. She held a status "I am happy, thanks God" then I commented "I am sad, thanks to God too". She's behind the comment "Lutfi ... fi ... fi ..". I imagine (ciaa..) she wrote that fit her head. If you become her what would you say?.

I give comments back again "Why? happy or sad. They are giving by God, you have to thanks, you feel happy Because there is sadning". hahaha

I try to imagine ..!, Yeah .. Well, from the comments I realized that all this time I was actually just grateful to get happiness. Not thought of that sadness is also a gift from God, don't you think?.

As I enjoy the happiness, I also want to enjoy the sadness And think that it is also from Allah. When I feel sad and think like that I feel much better than before and can be more patient with the problem.

Praise be to Allah (Alhamdulillah yah ...), and thank you for Efi status as I was learning something.

Because I Have Ever Been Felt In Love

Because I have ever been felt in love, I am like this. Now the love has gone, although I don’t hope her that ever I love come back. But is there someone that proper to be loved by me?

My love is not sexuality, my love what looked like. No many that I will demand, it is enough if you here beside me. Is there love that I will get comparable?

My love is for share happiness and sadness, it isn’t a pretension that if I don’t get from you, then I leave you alone. But don’t force my feeling, because I also don’t like to demand!

It isn’t because of your warm feeling, and then I love you. But it is because I don’t able to life without you. Even this story love just a moment, I wish happy with you.

And this story love will be reminded as love, no injury that can’t be made well. Injure that make me living death and loner.

Oh! Lover, come to me, give me expectation; I am weak and down hearted.

Oh! False lover, I ask to you, would you please don’t make me fall more low. If you don’t desire to me, don’t play with my feeling. I have enough weak and got a bad fall.

Your Sweetheart Love The Other

How if your sweetheart love the other or already have boyfriend/girlfriend? And now that person broken heart because they are leaved by their love, and you feel had mercy with what is happen, what will you do?

Almost every people ever experiencing this situation, for a lover must be will make very sad see person that he love got a bad fall. See this story!

There was a person that loves someone, but someone that he love already have sweetheart. Someday someone that he loves was leaved by sweetheart. He now right, it makes the person that he love got a bad fall.

What a miserable see person that he loves suffering? I myself ever been experiencing (confess). Lough
Who knows he said to the person or just in the heart he said:

“Your sweetheart doesn’t love you honestly, he always leave you alone. But why exactly you hold out? A love that smarting and paining but why you keep needs it? As if you can’t live without him.

You should chose me that better able to dear you and stay in your side. Leave and forget! Come to me!

It couldn’t happen to you, see you like that; it is not fair for me.  You are full of love and no doubt your love to him. You are not suitable to disease, you’re suitable to love. He is idiot man; leave you for the sake of love that doesn’t certain.”

Sometime love like that, people that we love, love the other. When we know the people that we love broken heart, even until try to suicidal as if their life is not meaningful. It can make we are blew and suffering because of they.

This is interpretation from a song that sings by Terry.  The song is especially for masseur, the title is “Harusnya kau pijit aku” (you should get a massage me). Lough sorry! Just kidding

The true title is “Harusnya kau pilih aku” (You should choose me). This is one of my favorite songs. Hope useful!

You are lucky man

You are lucky man if you still have parent. What thing that you will regret if one of them or both pass away? If it is happened to me, I will very regretting. Because I don’t make them happy yet, I will very regret because often make them disappointed.

This is story of a child that was leaved by his father; his mother said with soft language that now his father sleep in the house of God. That child thought is it because of me? So his father never goes home. One day in the night he mourns to God and asks where house of God is? He does miss his father and want to meet him.
The child mourns “now stay we that still woke up, through good and bad of life. The rain, please stop! I want to talk so that God listen my mourning, I promise that I will take care mom from hard of life. God, listen my mourning!”

That is my comprehension about song that sing by little Baim “Ratapanku”. The song is so touching for me, how feel if I were a child that leaved by his father, He didn’t know how a hard the life. About what that will happen without father as family protector. May be if happened to me, I will not able face it and I will mourn every time in my life.

The song makes me remember my parent that lives far in the village my birth place. I be worry about them, I hope they are alright. I say in my heart “Dad and mom, be patient a moment, I must be back. I will make you proud to me and make your life happy until you go home to the house of God. Dad, stay hold out from illness, please doesn’t go before see me. Mom, stay health to take care my dad, wait until I go home.

Love like thorn of cactus

I don’t know what I think about, that day I met person that I ever love even until now. She through in front of me with her boyfriend, Must I disappoint? Honestly I still love her. But is it still worth? No, for her, she never loves me. I try to think in that side and I shouldn’t need to disappoint.

That day pass so fast, but I still remember it. Just a moment met, but feel a week not enough to forget it. That day make me remember what she has done to me. How possible can like this?  I knew right she never loves me, that I don't know is why I do love her. It is so difficult to toss this feel, why I have to feel hurt like this? I feel want to die.

My feel is so honestly to her, if she doesn’t like me why she doesn’t have heart to appreciate it? She knew I very love her but why I was treated like this. Even without dirty of her word, she has made me crushed. Why I have to listen it?

She very happy played with my feeling, she smile to look me feel contemptible in front of her.  She makes me so disparage in front of her friend. Oh, is this love? Engaged in clapping one half hand but like smack thorn of cactus.

1 step be a high motivated

Ten minute to write, I don’t have any idea. How can I do that? Today is so hard for me. So I can’t think anything.

I am tired for a walk in the life; “I just want to do nothing”. Waste my time in the bedroom only to calm down myself and stop just a moment.

I remember a motivation that say “Let your life flow like water...” I think it is right. How do you think? If you think “It is wrong!”  Let’s look from the other side. Water will always find and find the way to straight on flow. How about you? Do you like that to reach your dreams.

I get that motivation from a site it is very useful for me. When I nearly give up I just remember it. Then I can fight again to better life. If I need other motivation I visit the blog, there is so many article that make better after I read it.

Who you are? You can read it as long as your computer connects to internet or your mobile gadget full of quota. Lol

We Are in The Past

Home from work at 4 am, idly waiting for the dawn prayer I open the laptop. no inspiration for writing, I am. smile alone, imagine how they word it? From left si Latif, Titin, Nia & Umu. I do not know where the photo was taken, essentially just copy & paste it .. (Usually, kids basic science Computer ..!).

photos taken while on an assignment from lecturer! rowdy behind it. I laughed out loud! look at this one. If no one at that time I said "oh ndisit Ko (Java language) ... which means wait a minute ..! I was not ready), Eh .. Muri laughing excitedly. Well next to me who else read about the paper, The True to his most diligent dah .. hahahai ...

Narcissistic in the hardware, if you think about it the more it seems Umu Arif same time keep the image, pretending not to know when I'm being photographed. Moreover latif, she knew when she was photographed, the more evidence she laughed at behind narcissistic (Gue, Muri, Titin, Yuda). Heehehe .. I am Soor (sorry), joking friend. All the know .. styles kidding me ...

"Memories of you guys are so beautiful together and too bad for oblivion, despite many differences, it is what makes us unique from each other. Sorry if it's a joke I too, Miss you all .."

Samsung Galaxy Tab 2 (7-Inch, Wi-Fi)

Write make disgusting, but good!

Write is not thing that I like, you know why? My friends say my writing is bad like chicken leg (can’t be read). Hemm… be shy if someone read my writing. Look! I am disgusting because you read my writing…, hahaha… just kidding friend!

But I confess it is good. I can’t lie myself; it is summons of soul, brother! I am sorry make you disappointed. Writing is thing correct to express all of feel, further more I am not someone that easy to tell about my private problem although with good friend, is it right…!!! (Soimah version).

Once tell I feel be heavy responsibilities for them (to understand, I am melancholic). It doesn’t matter, I make them dizzy because my story jump here and there (it doesn’t focus in one problem).

I can see from their face that confusing! Or from sight of their eyes that full of question. They try give me suggestion that actually I don’t need it (proud man! Hihihi). How can they give me suggestion exactly? If my story turn around like yoyo! Huff...

The reasons that make me want to write my entire think about, I feel better if I can little to express that I deep in my heart. Do you agree with me?.

Happy in restrictiveness

At that time I from BCP (Shopping Centre at Bekasi) will go to GIANT Mall. I had a good mind to take money at the ATM, the money be for my parent. I walk out from BCP, in the way I keep eye open that can be as good as less fortunate from me. But they are happy in restrictiveness than mine.

I think they are less fortunate or I that less fortunate. I see them crack jokes happily whereas I walk with a face that full off the hooks without smile. And cross in my mind “this month I spend much money and my saving fund some few”.

I see child that  absorbed in playing around their mother while their mother affection caring for children and a mother put to bed her child while waiting plastic glass that putted stuffed some money from kind man. But I never stop thinking “how much money that I will take for my parent?”

I look at all of side and I find that I am not fortune, why like that? I never am grateful with all I have. For example I show off my face with poker face when I see my saving fund left three hundred thousand rupiah. But actually the case is still enough for eat during ten days even I can treat my friend.

Will better if I grateful with what I have now, do you agree? Than beef about desirability that untouchable yet. Less grateful with my situation, like place in the background of myself, always see my under saving that make me feel inferior or torn around to think desirability that untouchable.

I am envious with them that happy in restrictiveness, grateful with little gift. Without think tomorrow can eat or can’t eat. I miserable, do i? But will more miserable if I can’t take wisdom from what I know about it.



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