You are lucky man




You are lucky man if you still have parent. What thing that you will regret if one of them or both pass away? If it is happened to me, I will very regretting. Because I don’t make them happy yet, I will very regret because often make them disappointed.

This is story of a child that was leaved by his father; his mother said with soft language that now his father sleep in the house of God. That child thought is it because of me? So his father never goes home. One day in the night he mourns to God and asks where house of God is? He does miss his father and want to meet him.
The child mourns “now stay we that still woke up, through good and bad of life. The rain, please stop! I want to talk so that God listen my mourning, I promise that I will take care mom from hard of life. God, listen my mourning!”

That is my comprehension about song that sing by little Baim “Ratapanku”. The song is so touching for me, how feel if I were a child that leaved by his father, He didn’t know how a hard the life. About what that will happen without father as family protector. May be if happened to me, I will not able face it and I will mourn every time in my life.

The song makes me remember my parent that lives far in the village my birth place. I be worry about them, I hope they are alright. I say in my heart “Dad and mom, be patient a moment, I must be back. I will make you proud to me and make your life happy until you go home to the house of God. Dad, stay hold out from illness, please doesn’t go before see me. Mom, stay health to take care my dad, wait until I go home.

Window’s Ollie



People said book is window of the world, that’s true!. Sunday ago I did routine habitual (make a fuss of me after six day do my job) and I come by Shopping Centre just look around perhaps there is something that I want to buy or just read book in the bookstore (lough). I saw a blue book, the book was so cute. The title is creative blog writing. What’s the content? Yeah, grandmother that has run one’s head into stone walls the door also knows.

Yups, I know right the content about blog writing, in the book is wrote with detail about benefit of blogging, tell experience of writer. There is one thing makes me without think too long take the book and go to the cashier soon. Do you know?

The book was wrote for a blogger clearly, actually when I was understood by deep-seated, much more benefit not only for blogger but for anyone that want to work or just amusing self through written (like me). The book also match as a reference for you that want to be journalist, short story writer even novelist. Especially if you don’t have any idea to write!

Chapter that I likeliest is chapter how to find idea or write theme. Who is never loss idea to write? In the chapter many method to look for idea of write so I never fresh out of stock to write.

Why I say such was the case? My mind was more opened after read the chapter, one of them is observation. I become more sensitive about what that there was around me. Because many thing that I get when I observing. Don’t you believe? You will know after read it.

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Love like thorn of cactus



I don’t know what I think about, that day I met person that I ever love even until now. She through in front of me with her boyfriend, Must I disappoint? Honestly I still love her. But is it still worth? No, for her, she never loves me. I try to think in that side and I shouldn’t need to disappoint.

That day pass so fast, but I still remember it. Just a moment met, but feel a week not enough to forget it. That day make me remember what she has done to me. How possible can like this?  I knew right she never loves me, that I don't know is why I do love her. It is so difficult to toss this feel, why I have to feel hurt like this? I feel want to die.

My feel is so honestly to her, if she doesn’t like me why she doesn’t have heart to appreciate it? She knew I very love her but why I was treated like this. Even without dirty of her word, she has made me crushed. Why I have to listen it?

She very happy played with my feeling, she smile to look me feel contemptible in front of her.  She makes me so disparage in front of her friend. Oh, is this love? Engaged in clapping one half hand but like smack thorn of cactus.

1 step be a high motivated



Ten minute to write, I don’t have any idea. How can I do that? Today is so hard for me. So I can’t think anything.

I am tired for a walk in the life; “I just want to do nothing”. Waste my time in the bedroom only to calm down myself and stop just a moment.

I remember a motivation that say “Let your life flow like water...” I think it is right. How do you think? If you think “It is wrong!”  Let’s look from the other side. Water will always find and find the way to straight on flow. How about you? Do you like that to reach your dreams.

I get that motivation from a site it is very useful for me. When I nearly give up I just remember it. Then I can fight again to better life. If I need other motivation I visit the blog, there is so many article that make better after I read it.

Who you are? You can read it as long as your computer connects to internet or your mobile gadget full of quota. Lol

Are your post error?



When I changed template on my blog, I was surprised because almost all article of my blog error. In my post appears word “Normal 0 false false...”, because it must a cut of my post appear on auto readmore. I think it happened because I changed the template, what I supposed to do? The template was so nice. It was pity if I have to change?

I think “is there other way?” then I ask grandfather (Google) “what cause it?”. Why my post was error? Because you copy and paste from Ms. Word directly. Format that contented in Ms. Word was different that there was in blogger. Calm down! It is not only you that have problem like that, your old brother (other blogger) too. Almost of them do the same wrong. (Lough)

So how what the solution grandpa? Be patient! My grandchild:

1. Block and change the format:

Block your letter of post, remove or format then change format of post with format that content in blogger. If done, try refreshing your blog page.

Note: this way only success in some post, because format of Ms. Word still left behind the blog.

2. Move your articles

Edit letter of post (copy & paste) move on notepad, while picture was deleted. Then click html (edit html) in blog, it was really right that format of Ms. Word left behind blog. Directly I block & delete it. Then I click compose, copy article in notepad and upload picture, the last click update.

Note: because notepad use standard format, so still can received by blog.
The problem have done, next when I intend to post my articles I wright directly from blogger or I create article on notepad then copy & paste on blogger. So the problem will not happen again. Thanks

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4 Step +1 Fix Double OS on computer (Win XP and Win 7)


How to fix double OS for win XP and win 7, when we turn on computer that have double OS, we will be faced two choice where the OS will we used. However we want to delete one of them because of corrupt or completely useless. How to fix it? Four ways easily to delete double OS you find here:

1. Click start > run or press windows button, clicking cmd then press enter.

2. After command prompt windows opened, clicking bcdedit > Enter.

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3. Will appear OS that listed in windows boot manager in computer, choose where want you to delete?

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4. Here we want to delete OS of windows XP, then choose {ntldr}, NTLDR is default for OS of Windows XP, clicking bcdedit /delete /f, press enter

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If you get massage “The operation completed successfully”. Restart your computer!

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Next time you will not see option boot again as long as startup. Good luck!

Note: be careful with your command prompt windows! Before you intend to delete it, think what kind that you want to delete. Because if it have deleted, will so difficult to get it back again.

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Love confuse



So hard for me to close with you
Although you open your heart give me a chance
A thousand reasons in my mind
So that I can catch me

I stop in the middle street
Full of confuse
That time although just one
The door of my heart were closed couldn’t open it

With all ones might you look for notice?
You give me chance about my love to you
No rare I make you disappointed
So that you’re tired because of my attitude

Great of my love to you but I can’t stay with you
Great of my love to you but there is a distance between us
There is one curtain block my way
Make me doubt about my love to you

We Are in The Past

Home from work at 4 am, idly waiting for the dawn prayer I open the laptop. no inspiration for writing, I am. smile alone, imagine how they word it? From left si Latif, Titin, Nia & Umu. I do not know where the photo was taken, essentially just copy & paste it .. (Usually, kids basic science Computer ..!).

photos taken while on an assignment from lecturer! rowdy behind it. I laughed out loud! look at this one. If no one at that time I said "oh ndisit Ko (Java language) ... which means wait a minute ..! I was not ready), Eh .. Muri laughing excitedly. Well next to me who else read about the paper, The True to his most diligent dah .. hahahai ...

Narcissistic in the hardware, if you think about it the more it seems Umu Arif same time keep the image, pretending not to know when I'm being photographed. Moreover latif, she knew when she was photographed, the more evidence she laughed at behind narcissistic (Gue, Muri, Titin, Yuda). Heehehe .. I am Soor (sorry), joking friend. All the know .. styles kidding me ...

"Memories of you guys are so beautiful together and too bad for oblivion, despite many differences, it is what makes us unique from each other. Sorry if it's a joke I too, Miss you all .."


Doesn't Feel The Same




Not all the feeling is the same
If I dear you, It doesn’t mean you dear me

If I miss you, it doesn’t mean that you miss me
I myself know enough about it

I don’t know why?
My feeling is so deep to you
Although without you ask
You have knew that I love you

I look for many reasons
So I can close with you
However when I beside you
No words can say As if I just come and go

As a human I hope this feeling will revenger
Because I want to beloved by person that I love
But I may not to hope more than it
Although I always think about you

I am happy enough if I just can see you
Because I know I undeserving your love
Even this feeling is really undeserving
But I at the end of one’s rope

‘Cause be in fact
So hard for me to forgetting you
Say to me that you never love me
So I have reason to forget you

Imagine! Enjoyable go to Singapore

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Ear to listen that is God’s omnipotence that can’t be avoided it. Because of my ear, I am full of envious resentment with my friend, isn’t that evil? I overhear he is smart at badminton. He joined with national team of badminton in junior categories, awesome!. His friend said it, I never heard directly. That make me envious is he ever go to Singapore, when can I go there?.

I ever heard he has been teaching every Saturday, it was long I know that. But the news that new ones stick out, cause a commotion my eardrum (Veni Rose version). Next Tuesday night he was invited to match by boss, in the place my boss usually playing badminton. Coincident they hobby is same that is badminton.

Satisfactory performance! He is young and talented (lough). Because of his talent, he can go around Singapore. Just that is making me envious, when is my turn? I hunger to go there (cry).

When he came in office room, he was confirmed by boss (my boss is many). He actual was invited by boss to playing badminton. Out of the topic, every Sunday he has being matched in Bandung. Unsparing he is trained by Taufik Hidayat Trainer’s. I think what performance that I have so I can make a tour to Singapore. I really want it!

The next day I asked “Is that right if you ever travelling to Singapore?”. He answered “Just one week in Singapore”, just one week! For me that never go around there yet, one week is so long. “How situation there?” he said “the city is so clean, not only trash even leave felt down was took by people that through and then tossed it in the dustbin”.

Fad cheer up myself, don’t be anxious one day you must be there. So long as you straight on try and not to yield an inch with prayed. Not only Singapore even you can around the world.

Fix Eror Timezone PHP


When I was learning PHP until how to showed time on browser, there was warning like writing bellow. The warning straight on appeared when I wanted to show time. Why like that? Really, it happened because the time zone setting on PHP different with my location.

Warning: date(): It is not safe to rely on the system's timezone settings. You are *required* to use the date.timezone setting or the date_default_timezone_set() function. In case you used any of those methods and you are still getting this warning, you most likely misspelled the timezone identifier. We selected the timezone 'UTC' for now, but please set date.timezone to select your timezone. in C:\websites\belajar-php\hari.php on line 6
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Process of learn is really full of obstacle, if not about limited of time usually because of the material. Yeah, that’s why learn is interesting and how very happy when we can solve the problem, can’t we?

After day on alternate week I traid to solve the problem, I finally success. Version of PHP in my computer use time zone ‘UTC’, while I am in Indonesian. Then I wrote script bellow when I would show the time.

Script : 

date_default_timezone_set('Asia/jakarta');
$script_tz = date_default_timezone_get();

Like script bellow:




Before
After

Actually there are many way to solve it, now that is your job to find it. (Lough)
Good luck!

Learn diligently! While you still have time, before you too old and lose your chance for excavate your talent!

Dream for Mom and Dad


Dream is not always come true, do you agree? Check my story! When I was working in my office, I heard a song that made me remembered about dream for mom and dad.

The song is Labaikallah that created by Opick, its make me remember a dream. In 2007 I have a dream and imagine that I could take my parent to mecca (Haji).

I have target in 2012 can take my parent to mecca. Now, the year become past time because it’s 2013. I feel sad and it oppresses my heart to remember because the dream doesn’t come true.

I still have the dream, can I realize the dream? Can I get spirit to makes it happen? Rearrange the target! It makes me uncomfortable, how can I do that?  I think that I don’t have much time again.

Write make disgusting, but good!


Write is not thing that I like, you know why? My friends say my writing is bad like chicken leg (can’t be read). Hemm… be shy if someone read my writing. Look! I am disgusting because you read my writing…, hahaha… just kidding friend!

But I confess it is good. I can’t lie myself; it is summons of soul, brother! I am sorry make you disappointed. Writing is thing correct to express all of feel, further more I am not someone that easy to tell about my private problem although with good friend, is it right…!!! (Soimah version).

Once tell I feel be heavy responsibilities for them (to understand, I am melancholic). It doesn’t matter, I make them dizzy because my story jump here and there (it doesn’t focus in one problem).

I can see from their face that confusing! Or from sight of their eyes that full of question. They try give me suggestion that actually I don’t need it (proud man! Hihihi). How can they give me suggestion exactly? If my story turn around like yoyo! Huff...

The reasons that make me want to write my entire think about, I feel better if I can little to express that I deep in my heart. Do you agree with me?.

I hate beside you

 

I hate when you called his name
I angry if you talked about him
I hurt itself why you never looked at me
I cry if you remembered him

When I myself beside you
I jealous when you never stopped think about him
Did you know that I love you?                                                                                   
I did love you sweat hear

Why don’t you felt it?
I knew he never loved you
I knew he never looked at you...
But I didn’t know why you loved him

Why you didn’t looked into my heart
This love hurt me so burry
How could? You didn’t feel it
You were killing me slow perfectly

Happy in restrictiveness



At that time I from BCP (Shopping Centre at Bekasi) will go to GIANT Mall. I had a good mind to take money at the ATM, the money be for my parent. I walk out from BCP, in the way I keep eye open that can be as good as less fortunate from me. But they are happy in restrictiveness than mine.

I think they are less fortunate or I that less fortunate. I see them crack jokes happily whereas I walk with a face that full off the hooks without smile. And cross in my mind “this month I spend much money and my saving fund some few”.

I see child that  absorbed in playing around their mother while their mother affection caring for children and a mother put to bed her child while waiting plastic glass that putted stuffed some money from kind man. But I never stop thinking “how much money that I will take for my parent?”

I look at all of side and I find that I am not fortune, why like that? I never am grateful with all I have. For example I show off my face with poker face when I see my saving fund left three hundred thousand rupiah. But actually the case is still enough for eat during ten days even I can treat my friend.

Will better if I grateful with what I have now, do you agree? Than beef about desirability that untouchable yet. Less grateful with my situation, like place in the background of myself, always see my under saving that make me feel inferior or torn around to think desirability that untouchable.

I am envious with them that happy in restrictiveness, grateful with little gift. Without think tomorrow can eat or can’t eat. I miserable, do i? But will more miserable if I can’t take wisdom from what I know about it.



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Why just split second



I was happy to know you
At that moment the world as if by my side
Accompany you were something most beautiful
At that time was moment that easy in my life

I knew that impossible if you loved me
But you were a person handing it to my love
You were different
From people that ever came in my life

Other person would run away when they knew I like them
Without gave me chanced to reveal
But you huddled up when you knew I loved you
I was happy although my love did not revenged

You gave me a day most happy
Because let me to loved you
So I can gave what I wanted to give
As being my love to you

Today I am cry because I miss you
To remember that moment
I hate to say if
But if the day coming again
I will happier

Wherever you are
I hope you alright
I am here always love you
Thanks have gave the day unforgettable

Choose! Sadness or Happiness


I just comment status of my friend on Facebook.  She said “I am happy, thanks Allah.”, and then I give comment “I am sad, thanks to Allah too”. She replies me by “Lutfi...fi...fi...” I imagine as if she is shaking her head. If you become her what will you say?

I back to give comment “why? Happy or sad, they are gift by Allah. You have to thank god, you feel happy because there is sadness (my English was not correct in the comment, I write giving not gift and sanding not sadness). (Laugh) it is alright because I still learn English.

Back to the topic, am I right? That happiness or sadness is gift by Allah. We should thank god if we fill happy and is a must. Happiness is something that anyone wants to it because every people struggle to find happiness.

Yeah, I try to imagine from the comment. I am just conscious that I only grateful when I get happiness. I don’t think yet that sadness also gift by god, is that right?

In the same manner as I enjoy happiness, I also want to enjoy sadness and think that it is gift by god. When I was sad and think like that, I feel better before and can be patient to face problem.

Praise be to god and thank to Efi, I can learn something because of your status on Facebook.